Tuesday, 4 September 2012
So, me I start nicely by asking my friend if she has started exercising. She told me she hasn't, when I asked whether she is eating right, she replied that she is eating as she always has. These were all direct, curt and honest responses.
This conversation quickly became about me trying to say her life is crap and me not having a degree. Tjooo, serious. Maybe she is as concerned with my education as I was about her health. I tried to clarify this but when she pushed, I honestly told her if I were her height and weight, I'd commit suicide. That goes for if my HIV results come back positive too. 9-9. I don't even need no one to make me feel better about such.
You know in the village boys would get sent to get mealie-meal? I think the biggest sack is 80kg. I always imagine myself as that sack...uri, is it fair to expect a man to roll me around mara? Its abuse shem. Its just a random thought.